Today for you, tomorrow for me.
hi chad. i came upon your site when i googled meth earlier. i am currently in my third week into my second relapse; daily smoking tina. i've lost some weight, but i do force myself to eat at least twice a day and get some sleep/nap. I have to be careful that I don't show any telling signs to my family and friends.
at this point, I don't think i want to stop anymore. i have lost my will to stay sober; as well as my hope to do good. That being said, reading about you does give me joy. You have chosen to live, and have given up something so few of us cannot. that shows character of strength, a rarity in generation that die young.
be good,
joey
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